confusion.....
11:41 a.m. + 2008-05-05
i don't think i can do this any longer.
it's not only that the situation is extremely unfair, it's also shredding my heart. not sure why.
i'm really, really not good of keeping my feelings all bottled up inside of me.
the thing is i have this belief: if u really like someone, and u want to be with them, u have to fight for them. U have to stand up and u say "come what may".
Like in marriage, when u vow in front of everyone to take care of your wife, and never hit her.
i don't even know why i'm writing this. Maybe i'm hoping that someone who have the guts to come to my parents and ask permission to make me truly his :D and then i just can straight marry him without messing my head thnking about unnecessary things.
God, how desperate is that? :D Dear Allah, please forgive me for all my sins and please protect me and my friends from wrongdoings, and may all of us be good girls, good wives and good moms someday :D
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